Trying to fight it I got these demons
But I'm trying to hide it, I
Been living in my sorrows I'm praying that everyday
Will be tomorrow, I
Had a premonition that my future would just
Be the definition of a demolition made by inhibitions
I've been self-diagnosing my sick condition and
If it could talk, it'd tell me that
Now, there isn't no coming back
Taking your time was your own damn fault
Now your heart is against the asphalt
Grinding away, you had to stay
Complicating lines, now you made them gray
Had to go f*ck it up, wishing you had some luck
Now you're wishing you could go to yesterday
And hate the pain away
It's a goddamn predicament
This what happens when I see these envisionments
They just bringing back my state of ambivalence
Do I go down the left or the right
Dark or the light
Wrong or the right
Will there always be a fork in the road
Keeping it one hunnid, I don't know
Drownin' up in all the rain I'm getting
Like a shower but it's all the pain she's feeling
I'm surrounded just with all her anxious living
Please don't frown I'll do just what it takes I'm willing
I'll find the time to fight with giants mine a diamond
Put a smile up on your face
And go climb the highest peak and fire orion's string
If I go find this dream then were saved
I feel so broke gotta make hast
If I don't blow what a great waste
Of the four bros, were for sure bones cause the door closed up on our face
Look me in the eye tell me what you want
Put me in the right
Get me in the wrong
Could we just decide
To get intertwined should we kiss and fight
Then just move along
Im stressin'
Every second is less than expected
I guess investin' into wreckin' a record is wreckin' me readily death to my ledger
Why
Does it be this way
Coming back to f*ckin' leave or stay
Stuff is troublin' wanna see the day
We up and tough and yup the team is safe