Contemplation Video (MV)

I'm analyzing myself
So I can figure out what I'm doing
Because this makes no sense
Why am I alone at every turn?
I've given more than most would like to admit
But still I won't find the thing to bring me happiness
I don't know anymore

I'm underneath this metaphorical sea
I'm anticipating everything that won't help me

The taunting fear that's haunted me for many years
Still won't help, nothing is ever gonna help

I'm underneath this metaphorical sea
I'm anticipating everything that won't help me

And it hurts
'Cause these bad days
Keep adding up into months

And the ugly truth is, I'm not who I want to be
Try to do the right thing when it's not what's right for me

I am the problem
I am all that's wrong with me
Maybe I should take some time
To take some responsibility