I wasn't mad
I was living in the past
That's a given
Didn't last
There was difference
Different paths
Independence
Met your match
In the winter
And you're still tryn move on but you came back for the embers
Gotta ask
Do you miss her
Gotta ask in the paint
Let it dry before you let it rain
Through a deeper perspective of pain
I don't wanna be someone I ain't
With a cape and a cane
I've been walking this road with no name
The roads that nobody ain't bother to pave
Abandoned townhouses and lots in their grave
Going in spirals
On the tile
When you dance you're American idol
Held a title
To a lighter
Lookin' dead when I'm reading the vitals
Hold recital
Suicidal
The colors ain't new and they're draining the silo
Feeling idle
Miss you highly
Nothing said sent you high as where I go
We have been trapped in the loop of the cycle
Thinking too much on the verge of survival
Yeah you've been had, all I've had is denial
A bullet in hand w/ my left on the rifle
If something ain't right why'd you make me your rival
I'm telling the truth with my hand on the Bible
I'm pushing the pen, wanna leave on a high note
If this is the end, I don't wanna be spiteful
Just round up your friends and get a lil higher
Forget all the times that you f*cked the night up
Just round up your friends and get a lil higher
Forget all the times that you f*cked the night up