If I smile
Maybe the heaviness I feel in my heart will go away
If I cry
You will see the hardship and the pain that I face
If you try
Maybe you'll understand that I don't want you to go away
If you mind
Please stay and watch the tears roll of my f*cking face
Please stay and watch the tears roll of my f*cking face
If I lie again just know
That I don't mean what I say
I'm not obliged to you
So please move the f*ck out of my way
If I cry to you
Just know that I couldn't hold on any longer
I wish you were open
So I would be more open
To explain why I'm so depressed and so ashamed
If I smile
Maybe the heaviness I feel in my heart will go away
If I cry
You will see the hardship and the pain that I face
If you try
Maybe you'll understand that I don't want you to go away
If you mind
Please stay and watch the tears roll of my f*cking face
If I smile
Maybe the heaviness I feel in my heart will go away
If I cry
You will see the hardship and the pain that I face
If I smile
Maybe the heaviness I feel in my heart will go away
If I cry
You will see the hardship and the pain that I face
If you try
Maybe you'll understand that I don't want you to go away
If you mind
Please stay and watch the tears roll of my f*cking face
If I cry to you
Just know that I couldn't hold on any longer
I wish you were open
So I would be more open
To explain why I'm so depressed and so ashamed