My Bag Video (MV)

Let me introduce you
To the demons in my head

In my bag
In my bag
I don't want to talk to nobody
I am in my bag
Nobody truly f*cking with me
I am always sad
Y'all not really there for me
Ya just saying that

(Yuh!)
Nav on blast
Pillow sack
Crying tears
Listening to 'Myself'
Going mad
Got a beautiful girl
And she bad
Got so many friends
Say they got my back

So why the f*ck am I sad
Why the f*ck am I mad
Why don't I laugh
What don't I have?
Why am I always in my bag
In my bag
Why am I always in my bag
In my bag

(Yuh!)
Fake smiles and fake hugs
Shit's wild, they fake love
Cut me off, yea they would
Forget about me, they done
Not genuine, bunch of snakes
Plastic people, all fakes
Dub me and make me wait
Had me sitting for hours knowing they flaked

Now I am always insecure
Full of doubts yea I am unsure
Are they really my good friends?
Were they there for me back then?
Traumatic time way back when
I wanted to kill myself but I didn't

I was in pain I wanted to end it
My brain telling me just end it
Felt insane my mind felt bended
Yea I had all the incentive
Nobody truly f*cking with me
I am always sad
And you're still wondering why I am always in my bag

In my bag
In my bag
I don't want to talk to nobody
I am in my bag
Nobody truly f*cking with me
I am always sad
Y'all not really there for me
Ya just saying that

Snake bites and knife scars
On my back
And you wonder why I always
In my bag
Can't trust no one
When you need them
Where they at?
Been on my own from the start
Now that's a fact

Hear them hissin' in the hallways
Bout my past
Swear they're slitering around
But they really rats
You wanna run up on me
Then hop the track
You really not about that
You really whack

Put your money where your mouth's at
You really not about that
You looking for a clout hack
Wanna start beef like Outback
I'm independent I don't need no help
They scared because I have myself
I'm strong don't need nobody else
I play best with the cards dealt

But I go home and cry
I don't understand why
They don't listen to my side
They believe all the lies
I stay clinically depressed
I am cynically a mess
I try my best to try my best
But they make me feel less than less

Always felt betrayed
My friends they don't stay
Love is what I crave
But all I get is hate

(Yuh!)
In my bag
In my bag
I don't want to talk to nobody
I am in my bag
In my bag
In my bag
I don't want to talk to nobody
I am in my bag
Nobody truly f*cking with me
I am always sad
Nobody truly f*cking with me
I am in my bag
Y'all not really there for me
Ya just saying that

One day you'll wake up
See the truth and you'll be
In your bag too