Ochre Video (MV)

Didn't for so long
But I kept you in my mind
Though I never thought much of it
I hoped for you like time

What did you think
I intended or meant
When I sang about little things
We'll tend to forget

I loved you then, and less before
You've heard this part anyways, I know you don't care anymore
I never learned how not to swing on every word
Or to stand with my own feet, rather than on top of yours

You sat me down and asked for me to spell it out
I open my mouth but no words fell out
I wonder if language allows
Me to describe how I don't feel somehow

Some words you say
I hold in my head
And they weigh me down when I try to get out of bed
I wonder if my face
Pervades your mind
I wonder if you'll think of me
All alone at night

I won't regret you
But I think you might
Well love, that's just fine
That's just how I fit into you so right

I won't pretend I'm not scared
Now I feel fine
If only we had longer
I'm getting better over time

You don't have to hold onto me
I just wish that you'd hold onto me
Nah just remember me later
Remember me later

In dreams I'm haunted around this time each night
I've been dreaming since November but the numbers don't add right
Was there ever a span of time that'd make sense for you and I
When you told me I felt right, did you ever wake up that night?

If I never got a chance
I would love rarely
I wouldn't remember you so well
I'd think of you seldomly

What about me do you find
Worthy of wasting precious time?

I don't know what I planned for
How I thought I'd be content
I never knew how to feel anyways
You were my measurement

Yeah I know that I'll miss you
I know that it's hard to agree
We never really planned for much
I never planned for when you'd leave

But I won't need a soul
So just expect from me
And I know we don't have long
But it's as far as I care to see

I'm not the one but you feel right
We don't have a chance but we have tonight