We never planned much but when to meet
I knew you always knew better and
You always warned me
But I knew I wanted you
And knew that you wanted me
That was more than enough to love you hopelessly
While the football team played I'd only go when you did
And I'd always act out and I'd always act stupid
I was only ever after your attention
But that was back then, we were just friends by extension
Loving like this only gets you so far
You live all at once and you fall all apart
You traced a path along my lower arm
Drawing a map back to my body's warmth
And now I still don't plan, I just don't need to
I've got no one else to wait for now, without you
And I still don't plan, I just don't need to
Good god I feel so damn empty now without you
Shake off the devil up off of your back
If you planned to f*ck yourself you've at least done that
I'll miss the ways that you kept me awake
And the times that I woke with your hand on my face