do not kill yourself Video (MV)

Do not kill yourself
Instead, drive around the neighborhood
Instead, end up sitting in a random parking lot
Instead, listen to Alex G in your car
Instead, wind up visiting your old high school parking lot even though you swore you'd never go back there
Instead, do everything you can to avoid going home to mom
Instead, do everything you can
Instead, do everything you can
Instead, do everything you can to avoid thinking about how absolutely nothing is waiting for you there
Whatever you do
Don't think about how you were junior year of high school
Don't think about your best friend that won't talk to you anymore
Don't think about how her face changed when she laughed at something you said
And don't think about the empty tone of her voice the last few times she spoke to you
But don't forget about it either
You may never know a friendship like that again
There are other things you'll allow yourself to forget about over time
Like how the glass mom threw on the floor jumped and cut your arm
And the first time you thought you'd try it out, give it a go yourself