I break into your house
See you sitting on the couch
The stupid f*cking slouch that you are
Hey dad let's have us a father to daughter talk come on dad
I take the remote out your hands
Let's turn it down just a tad
Grabs your hands and tie em behind your back
Getting scared yet
Didn't think id come back for you
What's wrong didn't think I'd speak up
Never tell anyone what you did
Thought I'd stay quiet forever didn't you
But you never thought about me did you
Yeah that's the problem
You didn't care how it felt to me did you
Yeah you just cared what u felt didn't you
I bet you liked the feeling you sick f*ck
I was too young like a sitting duck
Couldn't do shit to fight you
F*ck I still hate you
They told me I should forgive you
And it's not like it only happened once
It's not like it only happened twice
It's not like I could count
The number of f*cking times you forced yourself inside me
But how the f*ck you forgive someone for rape in the first place
"If your mo...
Tie your mouth shut with tape
I don't wanna hear it Shut the f*ck up
Don't bring my mother into this
You can't blame her
She wanted me to have a father in my life
You were supposed to be that father
But I had my papa
He means more to me then u ever will
He raised me not you
Was there for me when you weren't
Wanna shove your face in some dirt
Make you feel defeated
You got me heated
Now it's time for you to pay
Your f*cked the way you think
You'll probably enjoy this
Ha I know I will
Ima make you bleed till you die
Don't f*cking try to ask me why
Remember when you told me you'd kill me
If I told
Well ima kill you first
Haha that's cold
I know it is
I just don't care
What he did wasn't fair
I shoot my girl a text
Cuz after this I'm going to hell
Oh well
Grab a knife of the shelf
Cut off your legs
Make you hobble like a f*cking elf
Don't f*cking try to call me son
Go to the drawer where you keep your gun
Put it to our head
Remember when you held it to my head
I think back
Stop your whining you said
F*ck it
I want you dead
I ask if you're ready to die
As you start to f*cking cry
Why you f*cking crying now
Just cuz you know ima pull this trigger
Don't be a bitch now
You were tough enough
To hold me down
When I was begging you to stop
My therapist said killing you wouldn't help
You starting to yelp
But ima be honest I already feel better
I hear sirens outside
Any last words mother f*cker
The cops bust into the room
Stop it drop the gun
I laugh in their face and pull the f*cking trigger
Then I hear two more shots and I drop
As we die we look into each other eyes
Before I drift off I spit in your face
The strange part is I don't regret my choice
Then I wake up from my dream
Wondering what it'll feel like in real life