ever ending - CYPRESS Lyrics

Ride around through my hometown like I own that shit
Everybody that knows me always owes me shit
They ask "Leo how you do it?"
"How you make it look so easy?"
But they don't know what the truth is
How they'd never wanna be me
Everyday when I wake up I could never leave my bed
And my anxiety is so extreme can't skip out on my meds
And my appetite is so f*cked up I could barely eat plain bread
There's a side of me I don't like to see he's trapped inside my head
But I still find a way to step on that stage and tell you bout my life
How when everything I try to do never seems end up right
I'll grab a pen and write it down the things I try to bottle inside
And I'd give it all for a record deal nobody would ever sign
So throw me away and leave me to stay
Under the leaves of the cypress tree
If I found a way to escape all the pain
Would you let me sleep below the cypress tree
So throw me away and leave me to stay
Under the leaves of the cypress tree
If I found a way to escape all the pain
Would you let me sleep below the cypress tree