I feel like a machine, going through every day and I know what it means
I'm so damn weary, can't escape these dreams
I'm so f*cking sick and tired of this routine
Caught up in the fallen leaves, lost and exhausted
My heart beats in extremes
I can't find the light, I'm spinning in these dark schemes
My patience worn thin, my frustration is bursting at the seams
I try to understand why I am the way I am
I try to understand why I am the way I am
I'm suffocating in my doubts and high esteem
I need to be perfect and forget what people think
I need a clean slate and I don't need a shrink
Now come and get yourself together, now I'm feeling weak
Oh and by the way, I ain't eever give a single f*ck what you say, I need some peace of mind
I'm frustrated with this race against my time
I try to understand why I am the way I am
I try to understand why I am the way I am
I try to understand why I am the way I am
I try to understand why I am the way I am