Gavin Parished - Love You From Afar Lyrics

Man I f*cking miss you, but I got my shit to live through
I don't wanna drag you into all the stupid countless issues
That I go through everyday, like I feel you need your space
But I want you so close but I feel like you don't know
The real trouble that I'm in, it's a lot more than these kids
That you been around before, I got demons, that I know
And I feel you, you so pure, I don't want your soul to pour
Into the dark parts of my heart cause I've hurt before our start
Baby just please don't turn your back
I promise you that one day it won't look like it's an act
I've been trying so hard just to even see you laugh
That sometimes I be forgetting 'bout my past
But now ain't the time, and I feel like you too far
The life you live now and the life I live too far apart
But maybe one day when we meet, our hands will even link
And our eyes will let us know if we should stay or we should go
And the consequences of our actions be so hard
The dagger in our hands slipped and only hit my heart
Girl I know you fine deep inside, knowing that I'm trapped in a lie
But my mind will escape the grave in which it die
Either way it don't really matter
I would take the ladder to heaven to see a faster trip for you to the top
Baby you don't gotta stop
I do it all for you, you deserve that spot
You'll meet me in another time, our clocks cannot walk
Time just keeps moving in a way I can't explain
But my thoughts fill with you from the morning to the blue
Of the night, then you're in my dreams
But the world in which I see is way too good to be for me
It cannot be true, yeah, it's just like you
Baby you're my dream come true, but it's a nightmare
When I realize that I can't be with you in this world so cruel