Everyday is a struggle but it's also a blessing
Trying to figure out what's my purpose what am I missing
One step forward two steps back consistently being tested
Got me asking myself constantly what the hell is it I did
I was just walking around minding my own business
Then suddenly I realized this societal sickness
It's got everyone hypnotized paying mind to less and less
Drugs rampant on the streets just to ease the stress
The truth is
All I did was try tried until I died
There's nothing left inside of me nothing left inside
I have this secret place I don't share with anyone where I hide
Deep inside inside your mind is where I like to confide
The truth is
I feel like I'm just a ghost I'm not really here
Darkness is taking over but no we shouldn't fear
We pray for help in troubling times but who really cares
We fight to do our best but life's never been fair
The truth is
Some days I really don't want to wake up
Just stay up all night let's get f*cked up
Keep going like this and never stop
Never know how the bottom feels until you fall from the top
The truth is
I promise I will disappear the first chance I get
All the situations I try to fit in I just don't fit
Every chance they get they tell me how I'm not it
I'll just focus on the light let go let's get lit
The truth is
Never felt like I belonged in this place that we all call home
Wish you would have never called never picked up the phone
Tired all the time it's cold here in this tomb
It's getting darker every day since you've been gone
The truth is