Spending the night all awake, got this head ache on my way
All of these bitches sound like they drank too much champaign
All of my homies just sound like they poured up and drank
I just sound like an unfortunate f*cking mistake
Does it look like I'm good?
Does my voice sound ok?
I can never concentrate
Why do I seem so away?
I can never get a brake
I can never stay away
From all of the bad thoughts
That shaped me untill today
My body's travelling
But my mind's dying
It's ike a trampoline
I'll go up but anyway I'll end up falling
My body's travelling
But my mind's dying
It's ike a trampoline
I'll go up but anyway I'll end up falling
Spending the night all awake, got this head ache on my way
All of these bitches sound like they drank too much champagne
All of my homies just sound like they poured up and drank
I just sound like an unfortunate f*cking mistake
Does it look like I'm good?
Does my voice sound ok?
I can never concentrate
Why do I seem so away?
I can never get a brake
I can never stay away
From all of the bad thoughts
That shaped me untill today
That young kid who's future the brightest
Who's laugh was the loudest who was always smiling
He's long gone, I'm long gone
Yeah baby I'm long gone
1 Canvas no color
I miss her but can't call her
I need her I can't have her
Saying sorry won't matter
I've got a disorder
I'd run but I don't bother
Nights longer days shorter
My heart's getting colder
I kept the house without a doubt
Lost my job I ain't proud
Went back to mom's got kicked out
Can't live in this blackout
Depression's my hideout
Try to fight it got knocked out
Kept going 'cause I'm devout
They asking me what I'm crying about?