- You treat me like a junkie for all the pain inside my brain,
Every day i change but i'm never quite the same again,
I feel like a ghost but the more you know the less you fear,
Ignorance is bliss but you don't see what you're missing here,
I'm still still struggling yea but you don't give a f**k,
You broke me down but it only helped to build me up,
I hope you're ashamed of yourself when you're feeling rough,
I hope you remember me whenever you give up!
: You only talk about me when i am not there, i'm screaming in your face but you do not hear, i'm telling you my story but you don't care, all alone in my thoughts - i wanna disappear...
- They say i clean up so nice - but i'm still ugly,
I'm always so irate - so they don't trust me,
Up - down - side to side - i don't know which way to go,
Is it better to feel the rage or nothing at all?,
Happy? Don't listen to me - cause i'm a sad song,
I've had a couple of friends - but not for that long,
I've had a couple of girls - without a backbone,
& i bounced back when they said that i wasn't that strong!
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- All the lies you told cut a piece out of you and me both,
I put all my faith into you & i ran ran out of hope,
I always thought we were close until you cut my throat,
Stretched out - pulled - & pushed down into a f**king hole,
Gotta make it worth it cause there's only so much i can bare,
Life isn't fair but there's only so much i can share,
Everybody's looking for someone but i don't care,
& when you come looking for me i won't be here!
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- When i talked about my outlook you looked down on me,
When i told you all what i thought you called me crazy,
I was reaching out for some help but you sent me away,
There was nowhere left i could go even when i escaped,
They said i'm not worthy - They said - i'm too f**ked in the head,
I was not myself - they said that - i should of been dead,
In any case - i threw it right back in their f**cking face,
Ain't nobody but myself gonna put me in my place!
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