Jontee - It's been a while Lyrics

Hey
I'm back now
Just some shit to, get off your chest now
Hmm
It's been a while
Sifting through the trash inside a broken mind
A shallow soul made hole by some simple lines
Tryna wake up
Wake up from what?
I ain't been asleep tell myself it's just a slump
Buy into getting right my new lease on life
I can't change guess the seasons might
Rise above the spite
We all green now and that's my kryptonite
Where's my lois bless the hopeless
Where's the thing that made us broken
Looking for jehova
Loaned myself a dream i read the ad now where's the toaster
Where's the simple go through millions to bring minutes onto you
So yeah it's been a while, now will you blame me for it to huh?
I can get a little bit lonely it don't mean too much to me
But if i choose to be like this does that mean im really free
Now lemme sit down with my homies have a drink and spill the te
It's been a while, whats up, nothing much
Well, nothing much with me
Whys this life gotta be so hard
Stuck on a dying rock, no surprise we wanna be some stars
Reach mars take off
But i'm scared to even hold a note
Feeling judged like my purpose is to overdose
Maybe we don't have to go anywhere today
And maybe we just let ourselves find a place to stay
Tryna to reverse time (oh no)
Fine wine ( go go)
Up and down like a jojo
Find a wife make it past 25 hurry or your wasting time stressing
A mess inside your message after all it don't age well
Some stone type writing you could put in on my grave
It's been a while now i had to face it to be saved
Looking for a lil rest but can't find the time and place, been a while we still remain
I can get a little bit lonely it don't mean to much to me
But if i choose to be like this does that mean im really free
Now lemme sit down with my homies have a drink and spill the te
It's been a while, whats up, nothing much
Well, i've got places to be now