Kahnli - Guilt Lyrics

If I could run away I'd never stop
It's a race, yeah
If I could run away I'd never stop, hey

If I could run away I'd never stop
What happened to the times? it's a race against the clock
If I could run away I'd never stop
What happened to my mind? I'm confined inside a box

I'm so sorry for the way that I acted
In fact, I am way more embarrassed than that you fell in love I turned my back
I lost control, going back to who I used to be
You think I'd be okay since this pain is nothing new to me
I wish it was that simple wish it was that easy
I wish I never broke your trust I understand you can't believe me, but
A million sorry's couldn't take it back
And my actions never showed hope one day I could erase the fact
What hurts the most is all the memories we'd share
All I do is overthink them so I drink till I don't care
I try to play it cool like I'm okay but it's not possible
I think before I step cause you lead us through every obstacle
My heart is racing arms are shaking I just can't believe it
Our future vision now is distant I can hardly see it
Always said things out of anger maybe old pain that I've felt
Would cause me so much hatred now I'm paying for myself, I need help

If I could run away I'd never stop
What happened to the times? it's a race against the clock
If I could run away I'd never stop
What happened to my mind? I'm confined inside a box

Yeah
I never did deserve you if you wanna know the truth
Regardless where my heart is broken it is all with you
I can't move on and have you gone it's like I'm stuck in place
Forever in my mind the end of time before you fade away
I can't forget your face
Or the tears that you were shedding when I said we ain't okay
Baby please I know it's over but we never got the closure
I'm broken feel your f*cking head still resting on shoulder
You only deserve the best and that just wasn't me
I know you tried so hard but in the end I only felt like company
You know how much this music means to me
I have to chase this thing and it's not worth it what it seems to me
I hope I'm dreaming, I threw away what really matters
If I ever am successful I won't get to see you after
What's the point of it? When in my nightmares I still call for you
The pill I had to swallows f*cking stuck and it was all for you

If I could run away I'd never stop
What happened to the times? it's a race against the clock
If I could run away I'd never stop
What happened to my mind? I'm confined inside this box