I see war in my mind
Like this life is hell
I see war in my mind
Like i'm shocked to shell
I see war in my crimes
I locked the cell
I see war all the time
Like i box myself workout in my office
Yes i'm fit for business
Complete the mission
Keep Conviction
Yes we commend it
We ascended
Still icing out crosses
Keep it Christian
Days goes
Time flies
Nights woke
Heart lies
I cry
While my eyes dry
Feel like cold nights
With a dark sky
Hippodown storms
It just feels like desert
Wonder where the rain at
But i'm still under weather
I've failed
And i've failed
And i've failed again
I just try to stay up
Fell in love with sin
But i hate it tho
But the feeling on my body
Is the greatest so
Yes it helps me numb the pain
While i kill myself
I keep closing up my bible
I need heal n help
Holy Spirit keep on speaking
Bout my realer self
It's like i fear the wealth
Or is it fear itself
Are my prayers useless
Hate my dogs like Eustace
I was really out here thuggin
Now i keep it brutish
I'm just moving clueless
But i'm still the truest
I see the image of my brother
Thinking he can do this
So i stand long
Keep my head strong
Brady why u leave the guys
Cause we led wrong
And sammy i'm so sorry
Imma problem child
Tryna open up my heart
It might take a while
Boutta load up
Then go straight to war
All these demons must be bored
Going door to door
LORD lemme kill em all
Stack em floor to floor
Hit list name to name
Imma crush they core
Think ill start with lust
Since i catched bus
Let's just say its way back
Since i act and bluff
Good kid rad city
Came off section 8
Get evicted out a shelter
If i crash in late
But i never hate
Persecution with the envy
Is my only fate
All my enemies friendly
I just had to wait
They a go and show themselves
Peep the grass with snakes
Much greener
On the other side
Still a BK kid
Not from Bedstuy
Plus the lower east side
Where i grew in size
Stop diminishing myself
Let's just grow inside
Heaven i reside
Imma take my time
I feel alone in this world
But i'm still scared to die
Not just death in itself
But did i really try
Let em crucify
Let em tell they lies
Most these guys is fried
That's just my oh my
Get hold of ya business
Don't persist in pry
Get a hold of the image
That was gift in thy
I was always born the one
Lemme my clear eyes
Putting time aside
I see war in my mind
Like this life is hell
I see war in my mind
Like i'm shocked to shell
I see war in my crimes
I locked the cell
I see war all the time
Like i box myself workout in my office
Yes i'm fit for business
Complete the mission
Keep Conviction
Yes we commend it
We ascended
Still icing out crosses
Keep it Christian