Ayy, look, this shit's raw Some very rare shit you ain't never heard
I'ma be real with you, give you a glimpse into my mind
Let you fully understand me, I'll be listenin
And fully try to understand who I am, cause I know I'm not the only one
Ayy, look, it's no secret that I wanna die
So when you catch me dead on the bathroom floor, don't be surprised
I'm criticized, I live a lie, it's do or die
Asked my pastor to drown me when I was baptized
Cut my wrist every time that I cry
My own tears get a come out my f*ckin' eyes
Things gon' go how they supposed to, so why even try
I don't know
Look, they say every breath is a step closer to death, so I smile when I sigh
The inly time I lie is when I say I'm doin' fine
Waitin' for the day for my eyes to roll back into my mind
Never alone, got a demon walkin' with me
I feel his cold hands and the feelin' it is sickening
All my life, I felt like somethin's missin
I'd burn the world down if I showed the side that's hiden
My blood's drippin, I'm dyin' out, slowly
I'm lookin' for some things that I wouldn't call holy
I wanna kill myself, I don't got a balls
I'm such a f*ckin' pussy wanna end it all