It was like I was there again
But now so much older
If I'd only known what I know now
Maybe I'd be sober
You're always showing up unannounced
When I let my guard down
So I dye my hair and buy a new coat
Trying not to stand out
I wish you'd let go
Let my heart beat slow
Caught in a stranglehold
I wish you'd let go of me
I never needed a ghost
You haunt me just fine
I'll admit you saved me once
But can't we let the past die?
You're a stale taste in my mouth
That I can't seem to wash out