Lautrec - Iris Lyrics

I'm not your God
Nor your alliance
No I'm not what you seek for
I'm only here for my sick thoughts
You spend your time
Fixing me breakfast
But you don't know
Just a cup of black coffee with some bourbon in it
Makes my morning
Cause I haven't told you about myself
I won't recognize your face
In a crowd full of faces

You know I'm not here when you see yourself in my iris
I know I'm not here when I see myself, so exhale my existence
I know I'm distressed cause I still inhale your breath
I still wrap your hair around my wrist
You know I'm distressed from the beatings in my chest
You still wrap your hands around my waist

Yet your eyes look so picturesque
When I make them dilate
When you work 9 to 5 between my thighs
You work it like you're irrelevant
Faint me with your hieroglyphs
Unwind me with no place that I can hide

You know I'm not here when you see yourself in my iris
I know I'm not here when I see myself, so exhale my existence
I know I'm distressed cause I still inhale your breath
I still wrap your hair around my wrist
You know I'm distressed from the beatings in my chest
You still wrap your hands around my waist

I know I'm not here when I see myself in your Iris
Tomorrow I'm not here when the light falls on your eyelids
I know I'm distressed so I still inhale your breath
You still dig your nails on my skin
I know you're distressed so you breathe around my neck
Quietly, you light your cigarette