Lil 2Polar - Declining Days Lyrics

I'm just hitting stride
Yeah, Yeah
2Polar, Yeah, I'm a Lil 2Polar
Yeah, Uhhh, Look
I wanna do my thang
But I'm feeling unworthy (I am)
I'm so full of shame (yup)
Body full of pain (look)
My mind is in the clouds
And my tears fall like rain
I'm too focused on the past
While my peers ball like Wayne (damn)
Always felt like I was Abel
But treated like I'm Cain (uh-huh)
It started from the cradle
Up and down like an appraisal (uh-huh)
It's no luck, so soak it up
I'm full of love, I opened up (damn)
Now choking up, she said so what
It got me like, what the f*ck
But
Lord knows to this day I been sinning (I been sinning)
And the angels keep a record like Guinness (Like Guinness)
My hands, feet, and tongue will be a witness (witness)
I wish that I could take it back to the beginning (beginning)
If only for a minute (a minute)
I would table all the back and forth, like tennis (yup)
I remember back in fourth, we just kidding (kidding)
Fast forward 20 years now my hair thinning (yup)
People, it's declining days
Some of us, can't even follow what Simon says
Looking for a good time like we got time to waste
Its the ending of the f*cking world
Its like we in the ninth inning so focus on winning
I be in my own way, it's such a shame
And if I think about the past, I've got nothing to gain
Yet I suffer in pain, over and over again
I need to stop all that worrying about what they gone say
I wanna do my thang
But I'm feeling unworthy (I am)
I'm so full of shame (yup)
Body full of pain (look)
My mind is in the clouds
And my tears fall like rain
I'm too focused on the past
While my peers ball like Wayne (damn)
Always felt like I was Abel
But treated like I'm Cain (uh-huh)
It started from the cradle
Up and down like an appraisal (uh-huh)
It's no luck, so soak it up
I'm full of love, I opened up
Now choking up, she said so what
It got me like, what the f*ck
Let the beat play
Yeah