Maxx Paradox - Walking Through The Rain Lyrics

I'm numb like Novacane been tryna ease my pain
Walkin' through the rain, they used my name in vain
But now I'm in my glow, they envy me for my soul
They think they know me, they don't
And it's been takin' a toll on me, but I'll never fold
No you don't know what I've been through, so don't you judge me
And everyone has their demons, but can you feel me
Cause this pressure got me feelin' like I can't breathe
I gotta roll up my sleeves, can't let this time pass by me
I'm takin' drugs to fill my needs, burnin' down all these russian creams
They showin' love, didn't f*ck with me
I saw somethin' they couldn't see
Somethin' that they couldn't believe
Now I'm ballin' in the major leagues
But these demons still haunting me
They haunting me
I'm numb like Novacane been tryna ease my pain
Walkin' through the rain, they used my name in vain
But now I'm in my glow, they envy me for my soul
They think they know me, they don't
And it's been takin' a toll on me, but I'll never fold
I'm numb like Novacane been tryna ease my pain
Walkin' through the rain, they used my name in vain
But now I'm in my glow, they envy me for my soul
They think they know me, they don't
And it's been takin' a toll on me, but I'll never fold
I gotta watch my back, can't cut one person slack
Now there's no lookin' back, learned lessons from my past
Still I'm just always sad, roll up and take a drag
Wake up, I got jet lag, wonder how long this will last
Might zone out and pop a tab, jump out the car in Raff
My hood on like who is that, all this is just a mask
Like I'm on the run from my past, I keep on doin' laps
Past them, no, I can't f*ck with no randoms
I'm numb like Novacane been tryna ease my pain
Walkin' through the rain, they used my name in vain
But now I'm in my glow, they envy me for my soul
They think they know me, they don't
And it's been takin' a toll on me, but I'll never fold
I'm numb like Novacane been tryna ease my pain
Walkin' through the rain, they used my name in vain
But now I'm in my glow, they envy me for my soul
They think they know me, they don't
And it's been takin' a toll on me, but I'll never fold