Mond Already - Unstable Lyrics

Life be lifing right
Uh
They label me unstable
Think I can't but I'm able
Living in my truth
I ain't really into fables
You think you bulletproof
But it aint nothing here to save you
They love you then they hate you
Them bitches been unfaithful
Telling everybody
What they gave you
Telling everybody that they made you
Them bitches fools
Like its April
In my hood I'm a staple
Boy that shit a really shape you
Same shit'll make you laugh
Will make you cry
I seen so many niggas crash
And then they die
Ain't believe in karma
Running round here with no armor
Doing stupid shit
Shit that strips you of your honor
This life fascinating captivating
Yeah to say the least
These niggas get away with murder
More than Annalise
These niggas don't claim they kids
But they claim the streets
A great father
Shit thats what a G stand for me
I tuck em in til they fast asleep
They know I'm coming when they ask for me
Shit I'm doin what I'm spose to
Don't be gassing me
F*ck friends cuz I'm the only one who'd blast for me
Watching my peers shine
I wanna shine too
I know if I really want it
I gotta grind too
It's going be some obstacles
I gotta climb thru
I know I'll make it when it's time to
My grandmommas baby
She taught me not to be lazy
Always prayed for me
She told me if you ever need to
You come stay with me
Thank you granny
You sure raised me well
And gave me wisdom
For my children I can't wait to tell
I know if a scratch on me
You out raising hell
One to go to bat for me
One to wish me well
I need to visit more
I really wish I listened more
You had a vision for us
But we took a different course

Im unstable
I been losing all my friends
Im unfaithful
Lord forgive cuz I sin
Im unable
To let you squares in my circle
Im unstable
So be careful i might hurt you
Just be careful I might hurt you
Just be careful I might hurt you
Just be careful I might hurt you
Im unstable

Im no good without my baby
Im no good without my pen
Im no good without my paper
Im no good because I sin
Im not asking for no favor
Im just asking for a friend
You know Someone i can talk to
You know trust
You know depend
Someone took my dawg away
And in my heart I want revenge
I been diving in my bible
Yes my soul could use a cleanse
I been searching for my God
Tryna heal because I'm scarred
Keep it real i know im flawed
I rather die than be a fraud
It's like they threw me to the wolves
Though i survived i got mauled
I been licking at my wounds
They say don't cry
Boy you be strong
The strength i see from momma
Is one thing that keep me going
When it rain it be pouring
I know its calm after the storm
Gotta be here for my babys
I'm a crash for my lil boy
And for my daughter
Lets just say Id go to war
I know i got a purpose
For my family I go shirtless
I go hungry I go broke
Because for them I know its worth it