Murrel - My Love Lyrics

Man I just can't seem to ever really shake the feeling
And I love you so much baby but I know I ain't your ceiling
Cuz I question all the time why you bother staying with me
I know the way I kill things and the pain I deal always makes me guilty
Cuz you such a ray of light so chill through the day and night
Shit the truth is I didn't think anyone ever change my mind
I still can't believe I get to say you're mine I ain't divine
You going for a dangerous ride and we've only just made the climb
Love must really be so blind I thought you would see in time
I ain't the one you dream to find you can find you a decent guy
One that can always be on time one that can always treat you right
That can afford the things you like that can afford a ring your size
Hurts my heart to read those lines hurts more that they speak no lies
Hoped my love would equalize but I question if I even try
Wonder if this is another thing I try to just keep alive
Before I cave then see it die but it seems that I'm the reason why
Can't ever seem to not f*ck up especially when I'm all f*cked up
I guess that's just what Karma does but mine's affecting all of us
As if my heart not small enough as if getting you wasn't tall enough
But I know that you is all I want but then god wanted to call my bluff
Even he knows I ain't deserving of you
And he knows the further I do that's just a disservice to you
Never met a person like you so why's it gotta hurt when I do
Probably cuz the first thing I knew is one day you'd turn on you too