Past Tense Video (MV)

I've always hated credit scenes
They remind me all my favorite things
Have an ending
And then I start to overthink
And I spiral on eternity
And it sends me
Deep into a tizzy
Til I'm nice and dizzy
Like am I enough
Am I on the cusp
Of everything I can be
Know that it sounds campy
But it's keeping me up
When my now
Turns into was
Will I be proud of who I have been
When my skin's all wrinkled and rough
Will I be proud of who I have been
When I know how it all happened
And I'm talking in past tense
When I'm gray and medicated
Just to keep my heart from fading
Don't want to hate the retrograding
Want to be proud of what I've made and
All the stories that I'm saying
Til the bittersweets all I'm tasting
I can feel my body wasting
But the thought of the end
It doesn't send me
Deep into a tizzy
Til I'm nice and dizzy
Like am I enough
Am I on the cusp
Of everything I can be
Know that it sounds campy
But it's keeping me up
When my now
Turns into was
Will I be proud of who I have been
When my skin's all wrinkled and rough
Will I be proud of who I have been
When I know how it all happened
And I'm talking in past tense
Seconds to minutes to hours to days
Then I turn around and it's been a decade
Don't want to focus on the things I'd change
Now I'm motion sick watching time fly away
Seconds to minutes to hours to days
When my time's been spent
It's all purchased and paid
I don't want to focus on the things I'd change
Just want to be happy with who I became
Seconds to minutes to hours to days
Then I turn around and it's been a decade
Don't want to focus on the things I'd change
Now I'm motion sick watching time fly away
Seconds to minutes to hours to days
When my time's been spent
It's all purchased and paid
I don't want to focus on the things I'd change
Just want to be happy with who I became
When my now
Turns into was
Will I be proud of who I have been
When I know how it all happened
And I'm talking in past tense