Nothing Gold Can Stay - Struggling Lyrics

We've known each other half a lifetime
That's saying something as our hair is turning gray
I guess what I'm trying to say is

I started noticing the life had left your eyes a few years back
And I tried to talk you through so many times
Until I found out when I called
You let the phone ring

Used to think that I could trust you
Used to think we'd have each others back
Now I'm struggling just to get through
Giving my all to make your armor crack

I think it started right around when we figured out
Our dreams wouldn't get us there on their own
So you bowed your head and gave in

You started drinking more and talking less and looking back
You were obviously depressed but you didn't let me in

Used to think that I could trust you
Used to think we'd have each others back
Now I'm struggling just to get through
Giving my all to make your armor crack

We might be out of sync and out of touch but I'm not done trying

You say it's up to fate
I say it's what you make of it
You say it's way too late
I say that makes you a hypocrite

Used to think that I could trust you
Used to think we'd have each others back
Now I'm struggling just to get through
Giving my all to make your armor crack

Used to think that I could trust you
Used to think we'd have each others back
Now I'm struggling just to get through
Giving my all to make your armor crack