my darling, fools gold Video (MV)

Night after night feeling the same
Hate and sorrow is just another guy in the mirror i see as a lame
Wondering if I'll give into my dark thoughts, the moment came
The demons have come feel it rum through the grounds

Laughing at all of my pain, Ignoring all the stains
It's not as funny as it sounds
When it happens to you, unsure if you love me hoping you don't hate me
I'm tired of wasting time through insecurities In all these schemes
I'm waiting for you to scream and let the anger out maybe then I'll see
Unaware of what is in front of me
You came as an angel and left like the devil
As I try to unravel while i write with my pencil
Let's talk about the nights we had fun together
Let's vibe, let's vibe, cheddar the moment like treasure
Skies the limit nowhere to measure when it's an adventure

Late night drives, hop on the roof of my car as we sing, as we sing, as we sing
One, two, one, two bottles of whine nothing can outshine our night as we chase the stars
We're shouting, we're bumping to that old school Kanye
Going out, go and party, go in picnics, go in vibe

Show you your worth in all these memories within pictures
And it's a curse when it swerves when we become strangers
Till time drains like pain now I just pour all of my feelings like rain
The moment came, what a shame, what a stain to grasp in your heart
The pain is all dark as you try to piece it together but its scarred
I just want you to tell me you love me, tell me you care
And all of the feelings you hold dearly is bear the weight
And all of this wasn't just for nothing like numbness
Between two dumbasses that can figure their shit out together

What are feelings? call you a thief cuz you robbed mine
Questioning my worth at what cost?
When everything I have to lose is mostly what I hold dearly
And not this materialistic shit
Sick of buying for all of my feelings i dig down on this rug
Sick of crying Is all the feelings I mud
As I write and fight for another night
I've been so closed to death to call it a night
And just shutdown
It goes both ways when both of you are ignorant
Try to fill an empty heart with everything you bought
But everything you want is what you don't got

Did weed last week in need of more pills
More drinks, more party, more party
More feelings, more feelings
For the guys and girls that replace happiness with lust say it with me
More girls, more girls, more girls
Now the ladies
More guys, more guys, more guys
Damn

Put on a dress we're going out, get the lipstick, dress in all black, all slick
Be back in a quarter of a decade or more cuz we plan to stay
F*ck don't even put your makeup on
I ought've already make out without your makeup
Shit is so superficial, I just want you to know that you're special
My dear darling