Emotional Rollercoaster Video (MV)

I try to find the positive in negativity
I learned that friends are angels with a devil's entity
My chain broke last night and then mysteriously
My crucifix pendant lost what message is He sending me
Like God I stacked about ten k but yet my loans want five
Old friends ask about my brother from time to time
And I when I give them hints they sort of laugh about em
That shows me from the start they never gave a crap about em
Don't want to blow no more just spitting for the online money
Used to pray but what's the point if fate is written can't adjust it
Faith is in a higher power Jesus Christ
But God's the father so His will will always override
I'm back to hitting stains and selling it for cheap
Screaming "F" the world that's how I'm coming raw until I skeet
Abort the baby don't want to birth no life or legacy
Report me crazy the talented die young or end up slept on
We fall down then stay underground this ain't that gospel song
I did have dreams till I woke up I'm sorry y'all
I guess I'm just another soul who's broken
Just to fix my headaches I pop hydrocotton like it's ibprophen
And I love six flags reminds of my emotions
How I'm up and then down but ride like roller coasters
Is it weird that I ride by myself in the back seat
Talking but nobody's to the left or the right of me
My people always said I need medicine
I'm thinking how to make my power work like Thomas Edison
This little lights gone shine bright and that's where my head is in
Headlight navigating directions that I'm heading in
Welcoming myself to success but yet I know'll be depression
Every time time I do good it's like another obstacle will strengthen
I gave up and I threw in the towel you can keep the sweat
I don't want to be the best cause the best seems even vexed
Having everything they've wanted wondering what is next
Until they meet their new dog named suicide it's now their pet
And that's rough roof
A heterosexual pedophile rapper couldn't touch me
Federals led to detain me for violence couldn't cuff me
I'm not a fan of being blown away that isn't cool
I'm stuck inside an air condition people I see through
And as I inspect and feel temperatures that they impute
Ooo
Hey
I woke up and today's a new day
And I careless what a hater has to say
There's air inside my lungs and ideas in my brain
So like an earthquake I'ma make something shake
Yay
Hey
I woke up and today's a new day
And I careless what a hater has to say
There's air inside my lungs and ideas in my brain
So like an earthquake I'ma make something shake
Yay