Testimony Video (MV)

Check check check
Im going in

Dear God i dont want to crash and burn
Please let me in when its finally my turn
Fuel to the fire hell to chaos on earth
Curse tainted black sheep doomed from birth
Cant judge cause we all spittin reflections
Life f*cks us everyday so i use contraception
Being sober overrated much too extreme
I gotta pop sum or smoke sum or sip on lean
Holding on for my family so my death wont be a burden
Nobody checks to see if a young nigga hurting
And i try to pray father son holy ghost
Nervous round certain pills cause of the overdose
Its like im running towards a finish line that i cant even see
But i gotta have faith first place is where ill be
Done bit the hand that feed em
I dont got friends who need em
All my drugs illegal i spit fire its lethal
Im too hard on myself cause i know better
The only way im going out is with a baretta
My mind all twisted reality upside down
Real vs fake bring the noise or mute the sound
Cant speak on my name and then curse it
Thats the type of shit that put bitches up in hearses
I know im hardbody but im still a person
But being alive kind of makes me feel f*cking worthless and um
Menace to humanity
Borderline insanity
Overuse of profanity
Taking in the vanity
A lone wolf i dont run with packs
For you to shit on me i suggest sum exclax listen
To my story it's victorious
Freedom of speech but niggas be ignoring her
Speak in second person i vs me
I look in the mirror i see my worst enemy
I dont do the right thing being bad feels right
Im the nightmare in ya corner give you fright at night
Im a f*cking wreck working check to check
Praying everyday that ill be up next
I got my own f*cking demons i dont beef with bitches
Ill cut the fingers and the teeth out sum damn snitches
If you wronged me and i aint react hoe im coming for you
If you spoke ill of me hoe its over for you
Karma is a bitch and im next of kin
Got shottas round ya way coming thru to split ya wig
Beautiful disaster
Ghosting like im casper
Want to catch up to me
Be a little faster
All my old bullies are my new biggest fans
Weak bitches say they hate me but they really stan
I keep it real if im on or off the stand
Game over cause i got the better hand
Mama im sorry for being a disappointment
Thought you could save me by getting me annointed
Imma make us rich
F*ck my pappy he a bitch
Ill buy you everything on your ebay wish list and thats real