Soundaltar - Fear Lyrics

The best way to stay alive is to fill yourself with fear
I'm afraid of loving you and being loved so emotional capacity adhere

Psoriasis of the heart
Scratch and peel the tissues away
I'm crumbling so do your part
And sweep up the pieces that roll your way

Pressure me
Put me back together to break me in different way
Maybe then what you want and what I am will become the same
Glue fractured end to fractured end to make a mosaic representation
That's more romanticization
Than it is me
But I guess that's what you need
And you never needed me

I never feel more disconnected from my name than when you say it to my face
This twisted form of punishment, only taken raw
No protection from the obsession with it all
I'll deprive myself of intimacy until there's nothing left
I'll keep f*cking around until I don't feel like shit
It goes on forever
It goes on forever
It goes on forever
(I'm so tired)
It goes on forever
(I'm so tired)
It goes on forever
(I'm so tired)
It goes on forever
I'm so tired of sex