I don't want to be myself
I just want to be in the quiet
Don't want anybody to know
I'm ashamed of the things that I did
Every possible move
Ends with me back in the box
I want to be left out like you
But maybe that's asking a lot
I've got a lot of sad stories
Habits I just can't quit
I find myself so boring
Feeling like a little kid
Maybe it's just a rehearsal
Maybe the joke's on me
Just give me something to hold onto
Just give me a minute to breathe
I don't want to live like this
If I could have one wish
I'd do it all again
Just to forget that feeling
I should've let it simmer but I jumped in
Now I've got a history
Bad things keep happening
I should've seen it coming like a sunset
They're talking at me about illusions and regret
I should've left a note on the back door
Don't come around here if you didn't care before
I should've let it simmer but I jumped in
Now I'm stuck with a sinking feeling
Don't want to be anyone's pet
I don't want to think I was wrong
Circle back in a few years
I'll be right where I belong
Every possible ending justifies the cost
Put me back on the shelf
Maybe I'll sleep it off
Cause I don't wanna live like this
If I could have one wish
I'd do it all again
Just to forget that feeling
I should've let it simmer but I jumped in
Now I've got a history
Bad things keep happening
I should've seen it coming like a sunset
They're talking at me about illusions and regret
I should've left a note on the back door
Don't come around here if you didn't care before
I should've let it simmer but I jumped in
Now I'm stuck with a sinking feeling
I will sink into the safest place i know
It will be weeks before they miss my ghost
Settle into darkness if it feels like home
I don't wanna talk about it
I just want to be alone
I should've let it simmer but I jumped in
Now I've got a history
Bad things keep happening
I should've seen it coming like a sunset
They're talking at me about illusions and regret
I should've left a note on the back door
Don't come around here if you didn't care before
I should've let it simmer but I jumped in
Now I'm stuck with a sinking feeling
I should've let it simmer but I jumped in
Now I've got a history
Bad things keep happening
I should've seen it coming like a sunset
They're talking at me about illusions and regret
I should've left a note on the back door
Don't come around here if you didn't care before
I should've let it simmer but I jumped in
Now I'm stuck with a sinking feeling