I'm so f*cking full of regrets
Lost my mind i don't need it anyways
Oh the stomach pains come to take my strife away
You can keep your called your soo called love
I don't need it anyways
I don't need it anyways ian need you anyways (I'm so f*cking full of regrets)
Stomach pain come and take my strife away
Lost my mind i don't need it anyways
I lost my heart i dont need it anyways
I don't need it anyways ian need you anyways
Pills and the potions
Going through the motions
Everyday i wake up like i slept right in the ocean
Bloody rain and nightmares
Mental illness night terrors
I'll relapse so don't fear
Oh you love me? don't care
I gave you all of me then you just walked on it
So much abuse i'm abusing my substances (I lost all my friends)
I never had that shit to battle with
It's 5am again and i'm drunk and taking medicine
Who are you again? i'm sorry baby i don't know your name
Pills and potions causes laps in judgement now i'm bad at math
I'm tryna add up talking to my ex i can't forget the past
Subtract you from my life never again i need a f*cking bath
Divided us again and multiply the sorrow that i have
Hormones and my dirty cup the only thing that's on demand
Lucid dreams anxiety the only things i understand
Listen to me closely then i'll push you off the cliff again
I'm so f*cking tired of the lies that you tell to me
I'm just trying to live my life before i take it right away
Suicidal thoughts and alcohol should never mix again
On the phone with Enzo talking bout the toxic friends again
Lost my mind i don't need it anyways
Oh the stomach pains come to take my strife away
You can keep your called your soo called love
I don't need it anyways
I don't need it anyways ian need you anyways (I'm so f*cking full of regrets)
Stomach pain come and take my strife away
Lost my mind i don't need it anyways
I lost my heart i dont need it anyways
I don't need it anyways ian need you anyways