And when I saw the light,
I'd frittered half my life away.
A wilderness in flight,
I never was the type to stay.
The price of letting go,
The loss of all I know and feel.
The price of letting go,
The hope that I might show something real.
And now, it comes in waves,
The cruel jokes, the granite gaze.
I swore I'd never miss you,
I swore I didn't care.
I swore I'd never miss you,
I swore I didn't care,
But from the time I kissed you,
I was there.
I'm still there."