UPC Bluii - Gifts Lyrics

I mean, I think I deserve what I been working for
We all gotta get it some day, right?
Now seem like a good time, yeah
I'm not asking for my dreams or car I wanted since 10 years old
Just want some recognition, and I'm trying to be bold
I'm hoping it's only a year before I blow though, without any promo
Trying to find my piece, the peace of mind, I got loads of hope
Working hard for this shit, and I'm taking parts of myself away from reality, that's not good
No, I never got it tough or rough growing up
But those that have, you should get out your neighbourhood
People sometimes give me an occasional 'hi', or 'hello'
And although we don't have a damn clue what's below or above, we grow
Yeah, before us, we don't see it, running shit 'til somebody, shoot, shoe give up on our soul
Sometimes I like to gaze in the sky, dreaming of a wonderful time, a wonderful life
I think about my exes, wondering why
But that ain't the problem to solve, I ain't got answers
We get better every second, don't surrender your independence
I'mma keep blessed up til I'm next up, yeah
I don't know what's ahead, but you best believe, I'mma be sensible, notebook and pencil
Write til I'm dead, so these rhymes are inevitable
Proud of myself for getting better, everyday
I thank everyone who's inspired me to be here today
To motivate, I'm using my gifts in the midst of this shit
Using my gifts in the midst of shit, that really specific
Water like Pacific, yeah, yeah, yeah
My family always be asking where the f*ck my head at
They think got me set in their head, think I'm upset, asking what I'm upset at
"I'm not upset, though, I'm perplexed as to where to find the success at"
And they get curious, start to ask me why I went, gone and said that
Not knowing my career path, take a guess, be my guest but I don't listen so where your guess at?
Found out I wanna make music so tell me where your gas at? Where your gas at, huh?
I don't know what's ahead, but you best believe, I'mma be sensible, notebook and pencil
Write til I'm dead, so these rhymes are inevitable
Proud of myself for getting better, everyday
I thank everyone who's inspired me to be here today
To motivate, I'm using my gifts in the midst of this shit
Using my gifts in the midst of shit, that really specific
Water like Pacific, yeah, yeah, yeah
Talk and talk, t-t-talk alot of shit
T-t-t-time is ticking, the clock, you wasting, best admit
My flow, my style, is now, a p-p-perfect fit
Sorry for the stutter, I just been put in the gutter
Oh, wait, I'm okay, wait I'mma be waiting on the time where someone shows me the way
I wanna be in the heavens above so I can go and just meet my idols
I need this shit to be silenced, no violence, we don't need rivals
Oh, yeah, uh, whoa, huh?
I don't know what's ahead, but you best believe, I'mma be sensible, notebook and pencil
Write til I'm dead, so these rhymes are inevitable
Proud of myself for getting better, everyday
I thank everyone who's inspired me to be here today
To motivate, I'm using my gifts in the midst of this shit
Using my gifts in the midst of shit, that really specific
Water like Pacific, yeah, yeah, yeah