I'm back on my bullshit again
A hypocrite's words trying to regain
A sense of self control and recollection
As I fall back into my old defections
Like some vicious parasitic infection
Lying to myself
Saying I'll be better
Failing day to day
Caving to my failures
Seeking my answers
Trying to not repeat
Hoping things will be
Better the day after
My mistakes may have locked me out of heaven
But they've also forged my kingdom