I regret the day I had to talk about it to express my own highly biased advice to confront views and experiences nothing is neutral, all is real life I leave aside sincerity I take my opinion for granted If one day, I should go if some day, I should die talk about me with my own words, through my own dreams for there is no other truth than mine for I take my sincerity for a fact. I thought myself a moderate man, floating just below the surface loaded with ideals and kindly dreams. I wished so much for the truth And the good to triumph I tried too hard to shelter conflicting views, then realized I was intolerance itself. Trough the complexity of our minds the labyrynth of our consciences, we forever face our own reality our wounded souls constantly struggle we want too much to soothe, then regret it bitterly we try too hard to persuade then loose all our certainties subjectivity... The prediction It was always curled up inside of me curled up like something that cannot be admited like something that we wish for, but are afraid to lose it is dark and I am alone I am at a stage of my life where everything is cold where despite of me, everything is far away but at the moment I face it, I look at it as if I could read myself in it the cards are drawn, my left hand pointing I eagerly await this destiny that I want to fashion the game comes to a stop, the cards fall one after the other, I hold my breath, my heart pounds hearts, spades, clubs I hope and I fear so much also But the truth falls, my truth so true for me It appears as an open door opened on my desires on what I knew the future belongs to me, my turn to play so incredible so improbable I waited for so long during my short life so far it was always in me I have no choice, I must succeed
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