Brain Bomb BOOM! Video (MV)

Don't pretend you know me, don't pretend
You and I, we barely know each other I'm not your friend
Oh don't tell me "just get over it"
Or tell me "think of the less fortunate"
Don't tell me, don't tell me, cause I
Really don't want to hear it

I can't hear that word, but it's everywhere
It's in my face, in my ears, in my brain, in the air oh
(Even in my hair)
Go ahead and color me weak, tell me I need thicker skin
Or the world is gonna kick my head in
I won't care
Cause you are totally oblivious, you're totally ridiculous
Incredibly ignorant, you totally don't get it
(Ow!)

My socks won't even fit you, so how could I put you in my shoes
I hate that thing with every fiber of my soul
It reminds me of when they ate my body whole
(They licked their fingers too, it was really weird)
(Knives and forks, a whole buffet)
(I'm sure they had a field day)
It's not just letters put together
It's some kind of curse that feels like for-f*cking-ever
(Ah!)

My fingers are bleeding from how hard I'm strumming
But I couldn't care less, this is supposed to be some kind of therapy
Yes, I want to get better of course I want to get better
What do you want from me? Can you even help me?
Do you just want to judge me
And lie to me, and lie to me, and lie to me
Enlighten me, enlighten me, enlighten me, enlighten me

How could I erase those awful memories?
Can someone perform hippocampal surgery?
Drill holes in my brain, give me a lobotomy
I'm desperate, so desperate, I'm on my knees.
Can you help me?
Can you help me?

F*ck