I don't wanna go to sleep knowing you'll go away
I don't want to be the end feel like I'm counting the days
I don't think you'll believe me but I know you'll find a way
I just pray to God that he always gon' keep you safe
I haven't missed a day where I don't think about what we lost
I know that all my actions, they gon' come with a cost
I know my head said some things my heart don't mean at all
I hope that she knows that before the day I fall
I don't know what we'll be at but I know you'll be okay
Apologize for the shit I did cause I know I wasn't right of me
This ain't a song, this is a letter, play it when you think of me
Feel like I don't really know what to say cause you know I been losing sleep
I been doing all these things to try to numb my mind
I talk to the mic and think of you while I lose track of time
Can't think of a better way to spend it, this became my life
They ask me why my face so blue, I tell them that I ain't right
I know that you gon' be okay, you're gonna be okay
I know that he got you and I got you today
Don't know how life gonna go when you leave away
But I know life gon' go on, I don't got time to delay
I pray to God that he gon' keep you safe
I know that I did some f*cked up shit in our days
We both did and it's okay, yeah, I'll take all the blame
Cause I don't sleep at night every time that you mad at me
I don't wanna go to sleep knowing you'll go away
I don't want it to be the end and feel like I'm counting the days
I don't think you'll believe me but I know you'll find a way
I just pray to God that he always gon' keep you safe
I haven't missed a day where I don't think about what we lost
I know that all my actions, they gon' come with a cost
I know my head says some things my heart don't mean at all
I hope that she knows that before the day I fall