1200 - you say Lyrics

I decided not to pick up the pieces
Debating to myself whether I need this
Now it's hard to make amends
I feel myself losing control
I'd go back
I should've left it the same but
Now I can't
Alluring days from the fall
Memories cause me to drown
But I cannot fall down
Now I hide cause I cannot go back
You say we've already drowned
And how I'm full of it now
If only I was there to stop it when it all fell down
Well you ride your own road
So I hope and hope that things will change
Now I can
See myself
Down the drain
All the silent pictures in my mind
A vision of your peace is where I hide
I can't let you forget my name
So people can say to me it was never my fault
Deep down I made that choice
I hurt you I'm sorry
It destroys me imagining you in pain
Now I hide cause I cannot go back
You say we've already drowned
And how I'm full of it now
If only I was there to stop it when it all fell down
Well you ride your own road
So I hope and hope that things will change
Now I can
See myself
Down the drain
Now I can
See myself
Down the drain
Please don't forget me
Now I can
See myself
Down the drain
Hey, Hey, Ooh, Ooh
Falling down was my fault
And I'll say (Hey)
What I'll say
But you take my breathe away (What you say)
I'll show you the pain