Sad Song July Video (MV)

I hate waking up tired and shaking
I'm always so angry but I never say anything
And seeing you stings
But I can still keep my head
Above water when I can't sleep
Because my ears ring
I'm glad that I always know
When to give up
You're selfish and you just don't care
My eyes burn and the stress
Weighs my mind
My chest is heavy
Paranoia won't leave me alone
My whole life has been someone
Kicking me while I'm down
But everyday I learn to care less
Guess in the end I don't feel hopeless
My whole life has been someone
Kicking me while I'm down
But everyday I learn to care less
Guess in the end I don't feel hopeless
Can you hear the pain in my voice
Or see my hands shaking
I'll always feel like letting go
The bad decisions we've made
Are starting to add up now
All this shit has taken it's toll
My whole life has been someone
Kicking me while I'm down
But everyday I learn to care less
Guess in the end I don't feel hopeless
My whole life has been someone
Kicking me while I'm down
But everyday I learn to care less
Guess in the end I don't feel hopeless