16raheem - Buttons Lyrics

Lately I been at a word loss
I skirt, and I swerve by the curb
Been disturbed, lost
Don't know who concerned
Phone turnt off
I went MIA on doin therapy
My clarity for sure lost
Grind until I turn boss
Shit been different since I turnt 21
This a funny one I guess It's her loss
Ion got the time or don't got the energy for ping pong
You back n forth switching
Ain't no space to get my word off
My heart burdened, I been hurting, fire that was burning
Start to turn off
Everyday I learn loss
Road been on the rocks I couldn't even think of bars
Been on ice but I don't drink so Ian never touched a Smirnoff
Come ride wit me
Look into my eyes tripping
I see my demise: scared of being open and I'm shook
And I can't realize comfort, I'm accustomed to the chaos
Stay off, no ease even on the couch cushion
Like it ain't soft
I guess I got some problems trusting
They been pushing on my buttons
I don't wanna have discussion
She been in the city dropping pins wanting my attention
I been missing her, but feelings something that I been neglecting
I ain't wrote a rap in days
I ain't made a song in weeks
I ain't felt the same for months
I ain't heal from my defeats
In the field without the helmet don't get wacked you playin crazy
I been slidin' with my peeps
On the turf without the cleats
Toss and turn
Tryna meet the cuz of death but I can't reach
All my nightmares they be runnin or I'm falling from a peak
Almost jumped up out my sleep
My heart knock harder than the beat
Course I wanna get ahead
But no I can't never leech
They can tear me down they did it but no they won't never breach
They won't change me up I'm me
I been solid as can be
Say you genuine for me
Ray my eyes, no I can't see
I be acting like I'm healed
Told her nun wrong wit me
But I still got some problems trusting
They been pushing on my buttons
I don't wanna have discussion
I been runnin' never rushin'
To this pace I got adjusted
Went against what they instructed
Look at what we done constructed, one