Sometimes I wonder
About the spell I'm under
And why you keep me hanging around
You're like a cancer that won't give up
You know it's bringing me down
But I know how it feels
And I know how you are
Under my skin down deep inside me
Lurks a burning within
I got 50,000
I got 50,000 reasons
I got 50,000 reasons
50,000 reasons
My blood flows free but there's still a price
I don't know if I'm gonna pay
For all the pain
For all the tears
From the games you played
But I know how it feels
I know what it takes
Maybe someday I will forget you
And all the mistakes
I got 50,000
I got 50,000 reasons
I got 50,000 reasons
50,000 reasons
Sometimes I wish
That you'd let me slip away
But you keep me hanging around
It's like everything I ever told you
Never got to your head
But I know who you are
And I know where you've been
But if your table had been turned
You'd do the same god damned thing
I got 50,000
I got 50,000 reasons
I got 50,000 reasons
50,000 reasons