My love runs dry
Hopes never high
Flat on my back
Looking at the sky
I don't wanna talk
Find no god
Leave me alone
Said that I'm fine
Of course it's a lie
My heart is torn
Standing in the rain to hide that I cry
Swear I've tried
To right these wrongs
Bury all the pain
Never give a sign
My hearts so worn
Scarred inside
The lesson I learnt
Keep them out your mind
The feelings aren't real
Everything dies
The love
The pain
The trust
The hopeful look in your eye
When you see that I am lost
Knowing I can never fix
My suicidal mind
I'm walking a line
On this tightrope
That I call life
Knowing nothings truly mine
It was all fun games
Soon we will hate each other
In perfect symmetry
Everything the same
You can not fix my soul
I'm ashamed
When you look at me
We cannot trust one another
Pretty damn sure
That I know my own destiny
Ima die alone
Swimming in my thoughts
And drowning in my own self pity
I'm sorry for the rage and the pain
But I was hiding my true face
Like a masquerade
The lights are on
But no ones home
Been battling the dark
Since the demons made a raid
I know my place
At the bottom of the pit
I wear my smile
Keep emotions off my face
I speak truth
And it pains me to say
That I'm not ok
I am not ok
Spit my sorrow as the sky turns grey
I feel lost and Im stuck In my ways
Sleepless nights and endless days
The outcome of this is needless to say
No matter what I do I feel I've peaked
Try to look strong
But i'm sick of feeling weak
Can't go on with a future so bleak
Groundhog Day
Everything just repeat
My love runs dry
Hopes never high
Flat on my back
Looking at the sky
I don't wanna talk
Find no god
Leave me alone
Said that I'm fine
Of course it's a lie
My heart is torn
Standing in the rain to hide that I cry
Swear I've tried
To right these wrongs
Bury all the pain
Never give a sign
My hearts so worn
Scarred inside
The lesson I learnt
Keep them out your mind
The feelings aren't real
Everything dies
The love
The pain
The trust
The hopeful look in your eye
When you see that I am lost
Knowing I can never fix
My suicidal mind
I'm walking a line
On this tightrope
That I call life
Knowing nothings truly mine