2k - My Nightmares Are Real Lyrics

Yeah
I know my nightmares are real
Cause lately
I've being starting to feel comfort in my own depression
But that's what I like to call progression
Cause I know my music a form of my own self-expression
And I don't give up after just one session
Yeah, lately
I've being fighting for a legacy that's irrefutable
Striving for a presence that's irremovable
Fighting for the unachievable
But anything is beatable
And I like to express the knots in my chest
I want the world to see me at my best
I wanna be seen at the top with the rest
Like XXX
Life is always gonna be a test
And I dislike the bitches and the hoes
I dislike talk about all the designer clothes
And I won't ever let my music decompose
Life is difficult but that's how it goes
Making my own comfort out of my own pain
Head locked, think I'm gonna go insane
Everything's fast even in the slow lane
I don't want my actions to burn in vain
Lately, I've been feeling the knots in my chest
I've been feeling real low
Feeling ain't the best, taking things real slow
And I can't rest but I know I'll glow
My life's been a test but I'll soon show
That my results will show
Lately, I don't know what to say
Don't know what to think
But I think I'm on the edge
Think I'm on the brink
But I won't ever fall
I'm not ever gonna sink, yeah
In my lonely nights I've been dreaming up a storm
Scared and lost, I don't know if my visions will ever form
Is this my mind thinking up persuasions, I'm all torn
And now I'm exhausted and so awfully tired, I'm worn
I'm lost in this changing maze, everything's set in motion
Nothing seems to end, everything's full of commotion
Everything is so vivid, why can't I numb my own emotion?
When he died, my people were shocked
I'm so torn, my plan was set then in motion
And nothing seems to numb the pain
And that's how I know my nightmares are real
Cause nothing ever feels the f*cking same