2k02 - Halves Lyrics

Hey its 2k02

My mind is separated into two different halves
One with and one without Lebron there's two different Cavs
SAT testing you half on reading half on math
Two faced like a gemini half calm half full of wrath
One half of me's like Gandhi the other half is violent
One half of me is expressive and the other half is quiet
One half is dirty and the clean half has always stayed silent
But the two halves always coexist and guide me like a pilot

Guide me like a pilot
Trying things for the first time and I'm just feeling like a pilot
Waiting to be approved or rejected
Rolling with the good until something bad is detected
When I release a statement every word is carefully selected
To have the maximum impact
While still keeping my soul intact
Made a pact with myself
Its a fact that I lacked quality in myself
I fixed it but found the irony in myself
I don't know what I see in myself
Im just being myself
All the time
Cross a line
On the grind
Pockets lined
See a negative sign
But I still think its fine
That's because I believe in myself
Im a teenager on the rise its like my last name is Diamond
And I will not stop at gold Im always aiming for diamond
The NAVigation hit with perfect timing its a silver lining
In a day where all the negativity is looming on the horizon
Im despising
The feeling of knives in
My body that lie in
Me when I am lying
Sweat like I ate Cayenne
Clean I'm not supplying
Or buying
And wishing the sky always cyan
When flying
But realizing
That my mind will form
Into a deadly storm
Like chloroform
That forms
In my dorm
Thats the norm
When nobody's watching me Im wishing it would deform

My mind is separated into two different halves
One with and one without Lebron there's two different Cavs
SAT testing you half on reading half on math
Two faced like a gemini half calm half full of wrath
One half of me's like Gandhi the other half is violent
One half of me is expressive and the other half is quiet
One half is dirty and the clean half has always stayed silent
But the two halves always coexist and guide me like a pilot

I lost control again I must get back on the reigns
Of my plane
And guide it to serenity so it doesn't go insane
The deadly storm has came and its thundering and pouring rain
And with each and every drop I am feeling an increase of pain
Im at a crossroads I don't know how to gain control
Thats my only goal
I can't make music unless my mind is full
Tryna pull the hull of the plane out of its lull
To make my skull feel full of life and to not make it feel dull
That's my only goal
Look I'm not depressed that's not the issue
I promise you
Bloody noses constantly making me reaching for tissues
It goes crazy sometimes I can make showers looking like murder scenes
The central theme
Is that my blood sometimes pours out like a storm between
My medicine for acne
And my past thoughts that attack me
Tryna survive before the storm makes my mind go black on me
Its a catastrophe
When my mind shuts down I try to regain it back not for a trophy
But for my homies and my whole me

Hey its 2k02

My mind is separated into two different halves
One with and one without Lebron there's two different Cavs
SAT testing you half on reading half on math
Two faced like a gemini half calm half full of wrath
One half of me's like Gandhi the other half is violent
One half of me is expressive and the other half is quiet
One half is dirty and the clean half has always stayed silent
But the two halves always coexist and guide me like a pilot