38slutz - All Alone Lyrics

Damn, Rizk, you're crazy
Feel like I'm all alone, and I need you here alongside me
Feel like I'm all alone, cause I say that all the time
She be thinkin' I declined her call , but little do she know I need her
I be fighting' myself, it's hard still learning

And I need teachin'
And I don't wanna talk at all, cause I feel it ain't no reason
Everyday I play my part they want my name on cement
Visualize this demon, it came and took my soul for no reason
I ain't mean to mistreat you, she gon ask me do I mean it

So many nights I've starved, forced myself for to close my eyes
Pray to God I wake up and see another day
And I don't owe a bitch, or nigga no time
Prayin' up to the God, gotta keep it gun crossing me, and I'm the one that gave you funds

You was never like that nigga you be faking ,
I was only 15, tryna get some Jordans
Pussy niggas hatin',
I'm the one who made it
Tell him stack a ten, bitch,
I been makin noise
Bust it down a cutie making bout 8 , hunnid
Had to split the four, because I had two sons
Plus it was a front, so I ain't make nothing

So many nights I had to hold on I would've never thought I had a baby
Bitch had a abortion, another tried to leave me I had no sense, so I had to deal with reason
Had to f*ck someone else to feel like I was even F*cked on her cousin can't take it to the
Grave, cause I'm slime they was blood to, that's what I'm sayin

She was leasing my love had deposit on time, Every month I wasn't missing a payment,
They want my name graved on the pavement
Make her work for me like it was slavery
Living sometimes I might feel like a saint
Stacking this money ill never sink
I don't know why feel I'm living for others
Knowing my worth, I'll never complain

Shawty could leave and I won't a say a thing
You can take your clothes and
I'll buy you a plane
There was plenty more times I was starving at night
Never off me a plate, but that made me a man
Never expecting too much from the others
Far from a bitch, I done made me a name

If you call me that shit,
I'ma show why its f*ck you
Pistols tucked, I keep that shit with no holster
I ain't scared of shit, and God know I'ma show you
Tryna beg him, stop before you motherf*ckin' blow it
Feel like I'm all alone, and I need you here alongside me
Feel like I'm all alone, cause I say that all the time
She be thinkin' I declined her call , but little do she know I need her
I be fighting' myself, it's hard still learning

And I need teachin'
And I don't wanna talk at all, cause I feel it ain't no reason
Everyday I play my part they want my name on cement
Visualize this demon, it came and took my soul for no reason
I ain't mean to mistreat you, she gon ask me do I mean it