49th Octave - Numb Enough Lyrics

Eyes dried up, ain't nothing but the drugs
The fact we alive ain't nothing but luck
God, he ain't shit, got him wrapped around my thumb
Shawty say she done, but I ain't numb enough
F*ck
I can't even give a f*ck
Running from your memory and running to the gun
Stay with the alchemy, I mix it in my cup
And I'm feeling like I never, ever could be numb enough

Like I got Novocaine in my brain, in my veins, in my heart
Will it stop when I fall apart?
In the H, I remain, from the pain I create
All these bars, from the start
Shawty had my heart
Wonder if Ill OD from this girl slowly?
If I die, hold me until they bring the white sheets
Shit I'm finna go dumb, gonna hold on
Feeling lonesome, I just wanna go numb

Chaotic with narcotics ever since I've been a kid
If I got a dollar in my pocket, Its for dope bitch
I don't want the hoe no more, I just want the numbness
I ain't want the blow no more unless it comes from the stick
Flow so cold like my veins are filled with ice
Eyes roll white, dark knight with the rhymes
I ain't joking, I don't need the pencil, put it though your eyes
Hold up, wait... Save it for me
I'm tryna end my life

Never f*cked with me, but now I'm coming up
Pussy boy back up, or get your baby mama f*cked
Counting one finger, but I'm counting five drugs
Yeah I cried an ocean, now my eyes dried up
Aye

Eyes dried up, ain't nothing but the drugs
The fact we alive ain't nothing but luck
God, he ain't shit, got him wrapped around my thumb
Shawty say she done, but I ain't numb enough
F*ck
I can't even give a f*ck
Running from your memory and running to the gun
Stay with the alchemy, I mix it in my cup
And I'm feeling like I never, ever could be numb enough