4evaworld - Wish Lyrics

I had a wish
That you would come back
Nothings the same after you switched and went back
I swear everything I do I do it while strapped
You think you coming for me well you better step back and just think
Think how did you feel
Did it hurt when you left how did it feel
Nothings the same I swear nothing is real
Now she got me caught up taking my pills
This relationship felt all up hill
My head is hurting and my mind stuck in my feels
I take the battle head on now I'm behind the wheel
Wondering will she come back or will I just have to deal
It's a struggle and I know it is hard
I don't want to be here I want to go far
Someday ima make it real real quick
Got to leave the past behind before I get stuck back in it

Thought we had love but it was one sided
Now I'm tryna deal but I was kinda blinded
This a story and I hope you can tell
That this ain't a bout you this about how I felt
Love is fake and now my heart is dead
I tried to listen thought you liked me instead you switched up
Left for another guy your confusing
And I don't know the reason why I'm bruised man
I wanted you back but now I have changed
I want you out my life because everything's changed
Thought I loved you and ya I admit
I fell in a trap and now I'm stuck inside it
Tried to escape ya that was my only wish
Now I'm under the covers they tryna find where I went
I'm in the down low tryna lay low for a bit
If you can't tell I may have changed just a bit
I'm not the greatest but I thought we were real
Thought you liked me thought you cared how I felt
But I was wrong cause you know the reason why
You left me for him f*ck you and that's why
God i can't tell you how long I have waited
To get that off my mind I have so much hatred
This bull shit we fought last week
All because of you that's the reason it started
But now it's over Or I hope that it is
Because it's pointless to fight over some dumb bitch
This ain't a diss no I'm not tryna be mean
I opened my heart and you ripped it to smithereens
I hope you understand where I'm tryna come from
Now leave me alone I'm down with all the drama
For some reason I just can't get over it
Maybe some time and ice cream will fix it
Tried to stay with it ya I thought you did too
But we were both wrong my hearts split in two
Maybe I was wrong I dont know what love is
But if it's what I felt I don't want it ever again
That shit hurt traumatized from it
Hope you have a good life
Cause mine I feel done with
Tried to laught it off act as if I was fine
But really I was hurt deep down inside