4Joo - Love You Lyrics

I can't even love you
Now

Two things, fasho
One thing is for certain, now

My love
Can't even hold you down

I had enough of a heart
To go around
You was the circus
And I was the clown
My heart came from
The lost and found
It used to beat
But now it doesn't make a sound

Now it don't make a sound
Now it don't make a sound
Now it don't make a sound

I tell people I got abused
And they come laughing at my face
I tell them what happened
They told me da story was fake
They think I'm lying
But that shit jus ain't the case
Now that, that has happened to me
It's something I can't erase

Now all I can think about is how I'm a victim
Since I got it taken away from me, I became addicted
Now I suffer from a mental illness
And I wanna shoot my brains out every minute

I just want someone to listen
I just wonder who would go the distance
I want someone to see what's wrong when I'm distant
Not someone who compares their problems to mine and make it a competition

F*ck paying someone to listen to my problems
Them so called professionals barely know how to solve em
They keep saying bullshit like your strong, when it's nonsense
All they f*cking do is just add on to the trauma

I can't even love you
Now
Two things, fasho
One thing is for certain, now
My love
Can't even hold you down
I had enough of a heart
To go around
You was the circus
And I was the clown
My heart came from
The lost and found
It used to beat

But now it doesn't make a sound

Now it don't make a sound
Now it don't make a sound
Now it don't make a sound

I tell people I got abused
And they come laughing at my face
I tell them what happened
They told me da story was fake
They think I'm lying
But that shit just ain't the case
Now that, that has happened to me
It's something I can't erase